Anger. Hurt Frustration. Confusion. These are the feelings that have been plaguing me.
I am angry and hurt that my sister doesn't act like my sister. I tried to go out of my way to help her, be there for her, and she turns around and says some horrible things behind my back.
I am frustrated that no matter what, it feels like I could have done better. I know this is something that many people struggle with, but it's hitting me hard right now.
I'm confused at why I feel so defeated. I'm exhausted every day and want nothing more than to numb myself with the tv. I'm also confused and frustrated that my wrist still hurts from the car accident over a year ago. In fact, it has gotten worse since the last time I saw the doctor last summer. It sucks.
Despite all of these things, I still have an amazing husband who is loving and supportive and at the end of the day, he makes me feel so much better.
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